Change

Time flew by too quickly. It has already been one month since I started school at NTU. It felt as though camp has just ended. The workload has started to kick in, meeting deadlines for project works and assignment, non stop project meetings and soon to come, presentations. Everyone just keeps up with the fast pace of life here. I'm starting to think that 3 years is really too short, it is too short. Feels as though this is a crash course. I thought it was a good thing yet it really feels too short. Not getting into JCRC is kind of a regret. I thought that this was the only year I can really play. The only year I can have fun. Yet if you think about going for exchange program next year, then your GPA has to be pretty good in order to freeze it. So in other words, I have to study hard this year in order to have a good GPA in order to be able to go for exchange and freeze my good GPA. And if I were to go for exchange in Year 2, I might not be able to get a place in hall next year. But going in Year 3 would be too late for us. There will be internship, job placement etc. sigh, what a difficult choice to make

The people in hall are pretty nice and helpful but it's getting really boring to be seeing them all the time. All of a sudden, I have an impulse to redraw from every single committee I applied for just yesterday. And, I actually signed up for swimming team manager, then someone actually asked me "Do you know how to dive or somersault?" I said no, I've never really tried. Then she said "Then like that you can be team manager meh? I wanted to sign up for team manager but I don't know how to do those things so I think better not." I'm like what the hell? Seriously? Maybe I'm being oversensitive but I really cannot understand what she meant by that. I took the wrong way maybe. But I'm still quite pissed at her. Acting as though she is the queen of the world.