So, I'm currently having my internship and planning for my upcoming exchange to Germany. Just less than 4 more weeks to go before I fly. There's a whirlwind of thoughts going through my head every single day. I'm excited yet afraid.
I fear being abandon by my friends when I am there.
I fear getting homesick like crazy and the only thing I am able to do is cry.
I fear my impending LDR with my boyfriend who would be halfway across the world, no doubt having fun.
I fear being alone.
I fear not gaining anything out of exchange.
I want to be independent, to be okay with being alone. I'm excited yet there are just so many considerations to be thinking about. My only consolation is that I would be pretty busy so I expect the exchange period to pass by quickly. I'll miss my boy though <3
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